That's where I'm at

Ever feel like your current situation is so unique and so personal that it makes you feel really alone? Because nobody could possibly understand what you're going through and anything you say makes you feel like you are just being a big whiner and nobody really wants to hear about it anyways because hey, everybody has their own fucking problems - just buck up and take care of your own shit and get over yourself already.

And also you know that you're really very fortunate in life so how dare you feel anything but grateful for where you're at? Anyone hearing your "woes" might mistake you for not being appreciative for what you have.

And so you are then in a situation where you are afraid to talk about your troubles because there is no way you could properly articulate what is really going on without being misunderstood?

Thus making you feel really, very alone.
And a little bit sad.